back at home.

im back at home now. *sniff sniff* ahhhH~ the sweet smell of the air after the rain. =) well, it'd been a week since i came home. i can still see, nothing changed since the day i left. the ppl, the friends, the places, and the faces.. and the activity nvr changed too. been drinkin for one whole week now. think imma slow down a bit now.

back den, i missed home very much. but somehow, coming back to home makes me realize something. everything is going back now. mom's nagging, the inconvenient of not owning a car here, etc etc.

well, wished to write more but just gonna save it for next time. =)

UPDATES~

well, updates are crucial in bloggin. and here i am. phew, never knew i could come this far in song writing. guess i just have to try everything hard enuf and the end results are surely there huh? hmm.. but i'd already tried hard in most of the things in life. hm.. guess i will just have to try harder.

well, last week, i found out dat being a songwriter is harder than i thought. i was on the verge of depression. i couldnt write a proper song. luckily my self protection system saved me from eatin myself up. i went to sleep, finally, after 6 hours of 'sheep countin'~ gosh~ conclusion, i am taking this too seriously.

hmm. its exam period now. soon, i will be home. wonders what awaits me in the near future. keepin my finger crossed.